///Lyrics
Lyrics from Broken Places
Open Road
M. Braun, copyright 2011
Its been ten days since I drove away
Ten days since you let me go
And if I close my weary eyes
I can still see you from the window
And I'm sorry, I regret all the things we didn't get to say
But time keeps pushing me down this open road
How I wish I could have stayed
Holding still and holding on
Were things I never wanted to do
So I wandered this wild world playing solitaire
Then I met you
Now the spinning wheels under me bring a longing hard to bear
As I go further down this open road
I think I see your face everywhere
Twilight breaks the desert horizon
Reds and blues flood the sky
This beauty pales beside the miles that lie between you and I
I'm sorry, I regret I didn't hold you a little longer
As I go further down this open road
The call grows ever stronger
Its been ten days since I drove away...
All Along
M. Braun, copyright 2011
How I wish I had the words to make the sadness go away
I wish I knew you better like back when we were kids, then I might find the right thing to say
Instead I stumble over old cliches and say I'm sorry he's gone
I watch the tears tumble down your still pretty face; you've been trying so hard to be strong
But I hope you know, my love has been here for you all along.
It doesn't seem so long ago we were two wild children, the wind blowing through our hair
Climbing over fences, making puddle fights and laughing while the neighbors stared
We swore our bond in blood at the setting of the sun, joined our fingers to make us one
We could never know how time might have its way with us, that the bond might become undone
I hope you know, my love has been here for you all along
In all the broken places
On sorrow's quiet shores
Where lost memories awaken
Will you take my hand once more
Here we are facing all that you have lost and all the years I've been gone
I know we're not fools enough to think we can just begin again or pick-up right where we left off
But I heard the news and I knew it was time for me to make my way back home
The deepest part of our childhood still is true and you will never be alone
And I hope you know, I hope you can believe, I hope you know, my love has been here for you all along.
It Was the Song (For Jack Hardy)
M. Braun, copyright 2011
There was always that hill
I always thought to climb it
Perhaps you still upon it still
Beneath the outlaw flag flying
There was always that hill
And you were always so inviting
Offering wine and a poet's will
It was left to me to do the climbing
If I'd made it there, I'd have matched you drink for drink
Between the chords and the whiskey strong
In the end it was the song, in the end it was the song
There was always that rain
Drowning all my best intentions
Let my excuses make me vain
Which you were kind enough to mention
There was always that rain
And clouds with threatening fingers
But on your perch you would remain
While the melodies would linger
I wish I'd made it there
I wish I'd matched you drink for drink
Between the chords and the whiskey strong
In the end it was the song, in the end it was the song
There was always that hill
I'd always thought to climb it
Perhaps you sit upon it still
Beneath the outlaw flag flying
Better This Way
M. Braun, copyright 2011
We won’t end with a bang, but a whimper my friend
Fade away, like dawn into day
And maybe its better this way
Sometimes love is just a penny thrown down
Into an old well where wishes go to drown
It falls to the bottom, forever to stay
And maybe its better this way
Better to let this fire burn out
And the smoke dissipate
Better to say we loved each other well
And quietly, quietly walk away
I think the hardest part is letting this hope die
And believing in time these tears will dry
Going to sleep, waking without you each day
But maybe its better this way.
Going to sleep, waking with you everyday
But maybe its better this way.
Amazed that he is the one holding her hand
She returns his glance with a quiet smile
They speak a language I can only hope to understand
Chorus:
And I wonder why I am always left on the outside looking in on love
Why I am left longing, longing, longing
She pushes her little boy high as he can go on the park swing
He laughs and raises his arms in the air
She picks him up twirls him around he’s flying
They don’t even notice me watching them through the sun’s glare
Chorus:
And I wonder if I will ever know the kind of love she has for him
Why I am left longing, longing, longing
Bridge:
And it’s not as if I don’t have many things I have dreamed
It’s just sometimes when the night gets cold
I wonder if these dreams have left me alone
Chorus:
And if I will always be on the outside looking in on love
Will I be left longing, longing, longing
Longing, longing, longing
August is not known for its kindness
August is not known for hanging on
Breaks the tides, pulls castle dreams into the ocean
Til all you see is what is gone.
August is not known for being steady
August is not know for being true
Let's the heat lie still against your skin
Then sends a careless hurricane passing through
Oooooo, August took me away from you
Oooooo, August took me away from you
August is not known for being patient
August is not known for what it gives
Days grow shorter, the moon comes in closer
Stealing memories you can never relive
August is not known for being gentle
August is not known for bringing peace
Shifting winds and storms that batter
Leave you begging for that final release.
Ooooo, August took me away from you
Ooooo, August took me away from you
I Kept Your Shoes
Inspired by Joan Didion's The Year of Magical Thinking
M. Braun, copyright 2011
I kept your shoes
They're by the door
Your glass of scotch is still poured
Your New York Times is still on the sofa
Where you left it, where you left it
Chorus:
I took the clock down from the wall
Cause time stopped when I got the call that you weren't coming home
Your dinner plate
To the right of mine
I can't help but set it every night
Your sweater hangs on the back of that old chair
Where you left it, where you left it
Bridge:
I know I should put your clothes away
But they carry the scent of you and I still need that every day
People come by and they don't know what to say, but that they wish they could stay
I don't want them to stay
Now I sleep
On your side of the bed
On the pillow where you once laid your head
When I dream, I am with you
You haven't left me, you haven't left me
I'm Home
M. Braun, copyright 2011
Old roads I've traveled
New places I have seen
A child born of wanderlust
Her voice carries on the breeze
Chorus:
I'm home, I'm home, I am home
When my mother sings to me
Soft as a blanket
Blueberry sweet
Gentle lullabies calling
Old nursery rhymes sung out of key
A candle in winter
A light on the sea
I am safe on dark waters
When she's singing to me
One and Only
M. Braun, copyright 2011
I can damn the wind, I can damn the rain
Blame them for these sins
And not pull out the thorn that's causing the pain
I can come home at night, I can lay by your side
Pull the covers round us tight
And pretend that this life isn't a lie
Chorus:
I've gotten used to being lonely
And the emptiness in the kisses you give
I know I'm not your one and only
But I don't know any other way to live
I try to unwish my wishes, I try to undream my dreams
But I'm just crossing burned out bridges
And falling into wild rivers and streams
I try to smile at you each morning, try to let you take my hand
But I know each touch as a warning
That if I pull away you might understand
Bridge:
So I'll let you think I'm blind
I'll keep on towing the line
And let love become a word that has no meaning
New Year's Eve
M. Braun, copyright 2009
I can pretend I'm not not lonely
That I don't feel the emptiness you give
I know I'll never be your one and only
But I don't know any other way to live
No, I don't know any other way to live
When the first snow fell in November of last year
You said you were leaving me for the southern hemisphere
Said you had to leave this city, it had frozen your soul through
You had nothing left to give, nothing left for me and you
And its alright, I said it was okay
I knew you weren't mine to hold for very long anyway
Still I hoped that you might change your heart for me
That you'd come back and kiss me when the ball dropped
Down, down, down on New Year's Eve
On Christmas morning I went skating in Central Park
I wandered into midtown where the Rock Center tree lit up the dark
I tried not to miss you as the lights made the ice glow
Told myself you needed the warmth and I needed to let you go
Its alright, I told myself it was okay
I knew you weren't mine to hold for very long anyway
Still I hoped that you might change your heart for me
That you'd come back and kiss me when the ball dropped
Down, down, down on New Year's Eve
Bridge:
The New Year came and you weren't here and it was cold
All my dreams and longings seemed to grow very old
The snow began to melt, the leaves filled up the trees
My tears dried, and I realized you weren't coming back to me
Its alright, I am okay
I knew that you weren't mine to hold for very long anyway
I no longer hope that you might change your heart for me
That you'll come back and kiss me when the ball drops
Down, down, down on New Year's Eve
Should old acquaintance be forgot and never, never come to mind (Robert Burns)
Take Away
M. Braun, copyright 2011
Take away the stage
Take away the music and who are you babe?
Take away the fans
Take away the fame
You're just another person with just another name
Chorus:
In your scuffed up cowboy boots, worn in jeans and a worn out face
Guitar on your back, headed toward the next place
A simple man with complexity laced in all you say
If you'd given me the chance, I would have loved you
if you took all that away, away, away, away
If there were no more songs
No more applause
No more roadways and no more bars
If there were no more women
And you were left with me
Would that mean anything and who would you be?
Bridge:
All those nights in hotel rooms, all those days on the road
Will you ever find any place or anyone you call home
Its the dream you've been working for, I hope you've found your bliss
A different town every night, a different woman you can kiss
Take away this house
Take away this bed
Take away this wedding ring and what is left?
Take away my arms
Take away my smile
You can keep the memories as you travel all those miles
Strong Women
M. Braun, copyright 2011
I come from a line of strong women
They taught me everything I know about this life I am living
Their blood runs deep in my veins
They're in every step I take, every joy, every pain
I come from a line of strong women
My grandma, she was a poor man's daughter
She faced head on every hardship her life brought her
She had a baby boy, he took his last breath in her arms
She laid him in the ground with a lullaby song
I carry her song in my voice and her story in my heart
Refrain:
I come from a line of strong women
I come from a line of strong women
There was a little girl, everybody told her she would never be whole
Said treat her special and don't let her have too many goals
My mother learned to fight, she never gave up on her dreams
She passed on that fight to me, she taught me to believe
And I carry her song in my voice and her story in my heart
Bridge:
You might see us cry, you might see us fall
You might see us break, but we rise above it all
Someday, when I have my own little girl
I'm gonna show her all the beauty in this green and blue world
I'm gonna tell her all the stories of all those who came before
Who unlocked the gates and opened all the doors
She'll carry their songs in her voice and their stories in her heart
And she'll say
I come from a line of strong women
They taught me everything I know about this life I am living
Their blood runs deep in my veins
They're in every step I take, every joy, every pain
I come from a line of strong women
Strong women